Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Sigh...

So I do suppose I owe Rich an apology. In fact, I know I do... Regardless, Mom still felt the need to lecture me while I am typing out this post... You gotta love mothers, don't ya? :D What'll be really funny is that, when I do apologize, he will admit to not even knowing I was giving him the silent treatment. It's happened before, trust me...
I've made peace with Rich's parents coming up for Saturday. I don't know why I get so anal about these kind of things, but there it is. I must also remember to tell Rich my mommy loves him. Yeah, don't ask me, I'm sure she'll explain it here under "comments." :D

Back to work now. Still in training.

3 comments:

mom said...

hello jason! this is for you. i am glad your going to say your sorry. its a good thing. also why i told you to tell rich i love him is because of the feeling rich has about keeping his family around since he felt his family left him down about when he came out of the closet or whatever room he came out of. i think he feels his parents might still be disappointed in him but i am here to tell him that i understand since my mother will never be the mother i dream of(like the waltons mom) but i can be different and be the mother to my kids that i dream that i wish my mom was. i had to learn to except her the way she was and realize i will never live up to her standards since i don't think she even knows what her standards are. i also realize she is not a happy person and does not trust love. i am going to pray for her and try to treat her with all the respect i should without letting her bring me down since i know she still isn't happy with most anything about me or anyone else. i think she is missing out since i am a pretty darn good daughter! pat myself on the back but my arm doesn't go that far around anymore since i developed that old age disease and now nothing is the same! :) well, anyway, all that to let rich know i love him and am happy i know him and i think of him as my son. he has to learn to realize some people are most likely not going to change no matter how much we do for them. i will pray for him in hopes that he will see this and who knows where it will all go. i always have hopes for my mom. she is still alive and kicking for a reason and i will continue to be that daughter i should be without letting her mess with my heart and head! you know we can always call dr. phil. :) :) well, back to the kitchen. hope all that ends up reading this will have a happy thanksgiving. now after i typed that maybe someone that reads this doesn't celebrate thanksgiving. well find something to be thankful for and eat ice cream!! :) love and prayers

Kelly said...

Okay, maybe it's me, but I DO think Rich should have checked with you BEFORE inviting his family. Of course, that could be because I've had that same kind of argument with my husband, too. :) I just think you and I think too much alike, so maybe my opinion wouldn't count.

Happy Thanksgiving! Hope the training is going well for you!

mom said...

hello jason! this is for you. i am glad your going to say your sorry. its a good thing. also why i told you to tell rich i love him is because of the feeling rich has about keeping his family around since he felt his family left him down about when he came out of the closet or whatever room he came out of. i think he feels his parents might still be disappointed in him but i am here to tell him that i understand since my mother will never be the mother i dream of(like the waltons mom) but i can be different and be the mother to my kids that i dream that i wish my mom was. i had to learn to except her the way she was and realize i will never live up to her standards since i don't think she even knows what her standards are. i also realize she is not a happy person and does not trust love. i am going to pray for her and try to treat her with all the respect i should without letting her bring me down since i know she still isn't happy with most anything about me or anyone else. i think she is missing out since i am a pretty darn good daughter! pat myself on the back but my arm doesn't go that far around anymore since i developed that old age disease and now nothing is the same! :) well, anyway, all that to let rich know i love him and am happy i know him and i think of him as my son. he has to learn to realize some people are most likely not going to change no matter how much we do for them. i will pray for him in hopes that he will see this and who knows where it will all go. i always have hopes for my mom. she is still alive and kicking for a reason and i will continue to be that daughter i should be without letting her mess with my heart and head! you know we can always call dr. phil. :) :) well, back to the kitchen. hope all that ends up reading this will have a happy thanksgiving. now after i typed that maybe someone that reads this doesn't celebrate thanksgiving. well find something to be thankful for and eat ice cream!! :) love and prayers